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Wednesday, January 30, 2008

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No More Doubt
By Stephen Speaks
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tonight i missed stephen speaks for a stinking fire drill....lame

 

     'Disturb us, Lord, when we are too well pleased with ourselves. When our dreams have come true because we dreamed too little. When we arrive safely because we have sailed too close to the shore. Disturb us, Lord.'                                  - Sir Francis Drake

 

Sometimes I get scared that my dreams are unrealistic, that I desire too much for my life. I get scared that I'm never going to accomplish these dreams I have.

This week God has shown me amazing amazing things, and has told me that my dreams are not unrealistic, and that He will make them happen. He reminds me to dream big.

 

10 more days...and it's a new year


Thursday, January 10, 2008

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I See Things Upside Down
By Derek Webb
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I can't imagine watching the person that you promised to love and cherish for the rest of your lives, expecting to grow old together, watching them hurt and struggle with everyday simple tasks.

I admire my mom so much more than I ever thought I would.

I admire her abundance of faith and hope

I admire her courage.

I admire that no matter what comes my parents way, my mother is reluctant to give up, and is inspired more and more each day to live their lives together FULLY!!

But mostly I admire her strength, for herself and for my dad.


Sunday, January 06, 2008

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Chutes Too Narrow
By The Shins
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so lately I have wanted adventure in my life...and I've longed for it to just come my way.

But today I realized that instead of sitting around waiting for it to come my way.... I'm going to go out and chase it down.

What a day. The weather was beautiful.

One thing that I miss is taking photographs, so today was all about taking pictures, just for fun.

 I started out in a quaint little town called Arcadia..if you have never been you should go.

I saw two men riding their horses down main street, little kids playing basket ball and soccer in the street, a lady filling her tractor up at the gas station, and horses in everyones back yard.

I'm a city girl, I could never live in a town like that. But there is real beauty in a place like this. A place where life is so simple. Seeing this place makes my heart race and fall in love. In the country God literally (yes Sarah literally) leaves me in awe and some would say would speechless.

After tearing myself apart from this small town I headed to downtown OKC to see the beauty by the river some call the boat house.

My last stop was at the OKC Memorial. My heart aches when I am there. You enter the memorial with memories of that day flooding your mind, you stand in wonder of how something like this could ever happen, you walk the grounds with a sombered heart, and you leave with hope.

 


Thursday, January 03, 2008

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Girls and Boys
By Ingrid Michaelson
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so 2008 has been a long year already..haha..emotionally that is

But it's so weird because through everything, God has given me peace, an indescribable peace.

I have a goal to read through the bible in a year..that year being this year.

Being the second day of the year I'm still in Genesis, which I feel I have read a million times, but this time around God is showing me new things.

For example

Adam and Eve were told to not eat from one single tree the tree of knowledge of good and evil, they could eat from the tree of life-giving them eternal life.But when they got the knowledge of God and became like God- God took away their eternal life.

So essentially they traded eternal pleasures- living in peace with God- fovever, for a temporal thing- knowledge.

I don't think knowledge is a bad thing but I do think it is a funny thing-

sometimes our heads get all clouded with thoughts and ideas and knowledge that are not of God- that we lose wisdom that God really gave us.


Wednesday, January 02, 2008

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Are You a Dreamer?
By Denison Witmer
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tonight listening to denison witmer...i used to worry all the time, but i slowed down to live my life... made me think alot..

life is crazy sometimes and it comes at you so fast

it really is a balancing game if you think about it...

if you run to fast then you miss everything around you but if you move too slow then life really will pass you by

Psalms 1.32... and the complacency of fools destroys them.

i feel like in my life i have become complacent, and i hate that  feeling

i want to become more and more like the person God created me to be, i don't want to ever become stagnant, and i never want to be complacent with where i am right now...

donald miller said

i want to keep my soul fertile for the changes, so things keep getting born in me, so things keep dying when it is time for things to die i want to keep walking away from the person i was a moment ago because a mind was made to figure things out not to read the same page recurrently.

 



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